irritation. sadness. anger. confusion.
a jumble of emotions that fill me.
all canceled out by one important thing.
& that thing is love.
i honestly don't know what to do anymore. i guess i'm just taking it day by day. which surprisingly is very difficult to do. but it's the only thing i can really do right now.
is there any hope left? or am i just too stubborn & in denial.. i hope you don't let me down. i hope that i matter enough for you to think twice before you do something that may hurt me. i guess only time will tell.
i'm a fighter, or i used to be; i don't really know. sometimes that comes around & bites me in the ass. but now, i'm gradually reaching the point where i don't want to deal with myself. i hate the person i'm turning out to be. emotional, hopeless, drained.
sometimes, all you need is a little love. a bear hug. a sweet kiss. a simple "i love you". something as little as a phone call just to say hello makes all the difference in the world.
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